Here we go, AGAIN!

Well my 1st IUI was a huge FAIL... made me angry, sad, frustrated and BROKE... geesh this fertility stuff is sooooo expensive!!! Anyway, I contemplated doing another cycle with IUI and I eventually decided I wanted to.. Dr said to give it at least 3 times before trying IVF. soo I went ahead and this time did Clomid and had 3 good eggs that ovulated. I was super happy with the result from this cycle and anxiously awaiting to take a test... On 10DPO I decided I really wanted to test.. I KNEW it would be negative cuz I had no symptoms whatsoever.. had more symptoms the month before when I wasnt pregnant lol. Well do you know how surprised I was to see those 2 lines??? WOW Thank the LORD for this miracle.. I feel so blessed.. I really hope and pray 4th times a charm and I think it will be. I just cannot handle another loss.. Im praying hard for God to give me peace and happiness and for this one to be chromosomally healthy. I know my body can do this, weather there is 1, 2 or 3 in the oven I can do this.. God gives me the strength but I really really hope the right egg and sperm matched up this time.. Hope to God every day, about a 10000 times.. Theres nothing else I can do.. Its all up to him. I get my Betas tomorrow and Thursday and then start my injections OUCH! but it will be worth it to have what Im dreaming of. Heres my test from today.. Im only 13dpo soo still really early.. I tested this time 5 days before my period should start lol but i guess its a good sign that my lines have been getting progressively darker. Please pray for me.