I love my baby

Well lots of time has gone by and as I have been writing in my personal journal I havent updated or felt the need to on here.. Basically I started the blog to have an outlet for all the emotions and negative feelings I was bottling up inside and it REALLY helped to write them out.  and now I can just write HAPPY posts!! Im not 16 weeks 3 days and baby seems to be doing good. Havent really FELT the baby yet but i know its coming as i can hear the kicking in the womb on the doppler.  I love listening to the HB on the doppler its so amazing. Ive gained 14 lbs total so far and dr said that was fine. I go to the dr next Tuesday for the big blood work screening for issues and also the US that measures every part of the baby and Frank will find out the gender.. but no one else! itll be super fun!! hes gotta keep a bigggg secret till FEB! Its tough working on my feet all day and walking so far all over campus but my kids are pretty good and I can sit down a good amount too. My toes have swollen already and I almost cant get my ring off my finger.. another week or so and Im going to have to take it off:(  Anyway I am super thankful and blessed and soooo greatful to have this awesome sweet baby growing inside me and I am soo positive this is my miracle and we are going to meet this little baby in Feb.  Praying for healthy results!!